May I ask how old you are? You sound like you are in the late teens, without much experience or knowledge, still in the belief that consumer goods will make you happy, while they are just liabilities and just good for a short dopamine rush. Happiness comes from within, I'd prefer a cheap $6 bottle of red wine with someone I treasure, than a glass of champagne in the executive suite at Hilton by myself.
Delayed gratification is the key to wealth, people who don't understand this principle end up drowning in credit card debts, while driving their Tesla or some overpriced SUV (not realizing that no one cares about the owner, people only look at the car) and getting pay day
loans for the last days of the month.
Cashing out at crypto ATMs must be the most stupid thing ever, as there are countless other options (crypto->
cash in person in
Bulgaria, Poland, Turkey, Georgia, etc) and P2P with less than 1% in fees, and more anonymous for regulators than that cam equipped ATM.
The true meaning of money nowadays is freedom. Freedom to live for yourself, do what you want, and not to care what others think. It's called 'f**k YOU MONEY'.
Do you know why Warren Buffet bought a 10 year old second hand Cadillac with hail damage? Because he doesn't give a f**k what other people think or do.
https://finance.yahoo.com/news/warren-buffett-drives-10-old-163017081.html?guccounter=1