Hey guys,
I never thought I will be writing a post similar to this. I'm thankful for any kind of help or advice because I don't know what to do, and
I'm under the pressure - can't think clear anymore.
To give you a context:
- I'm Software Developer, usually contracting for companies or freelancing
- I lost a job in February, and because I had savings, I decided to start a company and take a rest to refresh
- The corona craziness started. I was too optimistic, and even with a huge bounce rate, low conversion rates, and very small additional income
I came into a situation that I spent the savings ( investing, paying freelancers to help me with trash MVP, life costs). Now I see it, wrong execution,
too optimistic approach. To be honest, I was in the front line when it came to jokes about the pandemic or market issues...
But there is one more issue, the income tax...
( We're talking about 15K € on taxes. From the readings here, I guess a lot of you are right now thinking something like a "noob, rookie, why, idiot, where is your brain" <--- I already passed that phase, but still can't properly sleep.. )
I was totally cool about this because I finally had the deal for a project in a final phase. But there was no legal agreement, I stopped looking
for new customers, and the last week of August the deal was off the table -- they decided to outsource it abroad, because of the cheaper production costs.
Obviously, I immediately started to look for a job. After having a couple of the offers which would pay me less than a 1/4 of the amount I need to make for taxes,
with contract conditions that can't really protect the viability of my income... Still trying to figure it out, but honestly, I don't know what I can do,
I researched the option to post-pone payment or pay it in cuts, but as the law requires the "lien" and besides my electronics, I use for the work
I do not own anything that could be used for this case. ( Family / Friends -- not an option )
Right now, here am i. Desperate, looking for some smart words, from smart people.
Thanks for any kind of help!
( Yes, this is for real. I'm a real guy, who did mistakes, and now needs to find a way out and take a huge lesson )
I never thought I will be writing a post similar to this. I'm thankful for any kind of help or advice because I don't know what to do, and
I'm under the pressure - can't think clear anymore.
To give you a context:
- I'm Software Developer, usually contracting for companies or freelancing
- I lost a job in February, and because I had savings, I decided to start a company and take a rest to refresh
- The corona craziness started. I was too optimistic, and even with a huge bounce rate, low conversion rates, and very small additional income
I came into a situation that I spent the savings ( investing, paying freelancers to help me with trash MVP, life costs). Now I see it, wrong execution,
too optimistic approach. To be honest, I was in the front line when it came to jokes about the pandemic or market issues...
But there is one more issue, the income tax...
( We're talking about 15K € on taxes. From the readings here, I guess a lot of you are right now thinking something like a "noob, rookie, why, idiot, where is your brain" <--- I already passed that phase, but still can't properly sleep.. )
I was totally cool about this because I finally had the deal for a project in a final phase. But there was no legal agreement, I stopped looking
for new customers, and the last week of August the deal was off the table -- they decided to outsource it abroad, because of the cheaper production costs.
Obviously, I immediately started to look for a job. After having a couple of the offers which would pay me less than a 1/4 of the amount I need to make for taxes,
with contract conditions that can't really protect the viability of my income... Still trying to figure it out, but honestly, I don't know what I can do,
I researched the option to post-pone payment or pay it in cuts, but as the law requires the "lien" and besides my electronics, I use for the work
I do not own anything that could be used for this case. ( Family / Friends -- not an option )
Right now, here am i. Desperate, looking for some smart words, from smart people.
Thanks for any kind of help!
( Yes, this is for real. I'm a real guy, who did mistakes, and now needs to find a way out and take a huge lesson )