How do you exist?

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I have to suffer at a reasonable amount every day, to focus on my goals, or just to stay healthy without fucking myself up. Otherwise I come here and bother you

I think I forget my goals or smt. Its like I don't have a memory or my memory resets every n hours and days and weeks. its hard to grow wealth/biz with this specs

Many people told me I might have ADHD but I rather not rely on drugs

When I am not comfortable/lazy, Its like I am kind of a good soldier, v capable but can't live without orders or something

And when I'm comfortable/lazy for more than rest amount, I feel s**t inside


btw is there a way to delete one's own posts in this forum?

 

[daniels27]

I have to suffer at a reasonable amount every day, to focus on my goals, or just to stay healthy without fucking myself up. Otherwise I come here and bother you

I think I forget my goals or smt. Its like I don't have a memory or my memory resets every n hours and days and weeks. its hard to grow wealth/biz with this specs

Many people told me I might have ADHD but I rather not rely on drugs

Your post smells like ADHD. Maybe no need for drugs but there are many good books presenting valuable coping strategies.

btw is there a way to delete one's own posts in this forum?

Why what do you want to get removed? Ask @JohnLocke he may be able to.

 

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from what one can read between the lines of your recent posts I'd say you're having a tough time - talk to someone you trust in person or find a professional help - you probably won't solve it here